back from class chalet.
k let me talk abt it. it was supposed to be a class chalet but only 15 ppl went on the first day.but its ok cos quite fun..bbq and everything. walked along east coast to some jetty n tell ghost stories. the track was quite dark then we 3 girls walked in the centre with 9 guys around us. haha. went back then played mahjong until nex morning. sinda was at firx the loser. then become the winner after he changed place with cl. haha.
the second day.
we were supposed to go ubin at 11. then cos some ppl were slow so we girls went arcade first after tt they came too. then played until 12+ 1 liddat. its late la then we also duno should go ubin not. went back to the bungalow and no one wants to go ubin liao. duno wats wrong with those guys. k so in the end FIVE ppl went to ubin. me von cl cg sinda. had a fun time there. the most spotting ppl in class is sinda n cl liao. i really felt like going home when i know everyone else had gone. its like no fun at all lor with those few ppl left. but since ms toh is coming at nite, if there's only those 4 guys here she'll be damn disappointed. so stay lor. and i nv bring anything to change lor. cos was rushing to reach on time after dance on monday.
k then those ppl left shafiq alone in the chalet after eating all cup noodles and left him hungry till we went back with food at 9! bastards. its the first time i use this word but i think they deserves it. since they wane go then dun eat la. go out and eat. and all those who said will stay for 2 nites all last minute home sick huh. and all those who were so enthu abt ubin all last minute forgot how to cycle huh. idiotic.
but anw we went nite cycling after ms toh came. to changi village and the old changi hospital. the airport road was damn long lor. with all our butt smashed. super painful. haha we saw many 'girls' there at the carpark waiting. headed towards the OCH but rained halfway. so we waited at the busstop the played sparkles. those ppl at the opp busstop was stunned. haha. anw the whole road towards the hospital was eerie. tho we nv see anyth. the road was dark. very dark. according to shafiq'a experience u cant even see ur fingers there. on the way back. we stopped at changi beach to play sparkles agn. they all saw metero rain!!!! but i din. omg and shooting stars. not only one k. but i nv see any. damn sad. not fated ba. ms toh was super high and counting the number of shooting stars she saw. the road back was long once again. but its very cool la with few vehicles like the road belongs to us. if only my butt wasnt pain its gonna to be very fun. was very tired after tt but we decided to go to the jetty to see stars. and ms oh started to continue counting the number of shooting stars she see. and i finally saw one! but very short one. we played sparkles and throw into the sea. hehe.
went back to the bungalow and bathed. the 3 girls[me von ms toh] chatted until duno wat time then slp. :) reached home at 1+ then slp!!

sunday.
went to caiyun's hse with sally. all ppl there are youngsters having different thoughts from us. they got great dreams and is going towards it. listened to some sharing and had nice time talking to them. but should i really go into it too? we see the opportunity and the money. but can i make it? belief in myself is not enuf. i need the amt of capability which i seriously think i dont have. feeling only motivated at tt moment. came back talked to mum abt it and saw many flaws in tt business. at this point of my life should i really think abt all those? or should i just wait for when im really ready to do it? hmm.

[i feel the distant between us. but i duno wats wrong. enlighten me pls]