planned to go queensway after sch de. BUT suddenly those guys became hardworking n wanna go home do hw. nth to say. so me zx n von went to eat fish&co at jp. wow its heavenly!! the fish n chips is really the best in town la. then we were thinking heavenly place where we can eat this heavenly food. haha.
slpt after i came home wake up not long ago. gotta do gp essay and numerical anaylsis later. boo.

today had lessons for all the subj i take la.
maths lec was ok. mr leow really rox in his teaching. =]
gp. just had one comment. plz dont be so arrogant ok. sitting beside u makes me feel like dying. seriously,u r not too great in anw.
haha after tt got break. we all got super good appetite today la. every food seems appealing. zx len n me ate fish mee suah. damn nice la!!! and today i really got super good appetite. went to LJS for lunch. after watching the dance performance which i slept through half of it, i ate yoshi. then when i came home had dinner again!! cos im hungry. lol. eat alot sia.
anw esplanade is amazing just tt the performance is too boring. worst then econs lec.

today first period pc. had a little quarrel with my mum cos i wear shorts to sch without wearing skirts. hello like im not the only one. wat is it to nag abt? got on bus n realised i din bring my hp. boo. bad start of a day.
pc. we did body building exercises. last 3 rounds helen ask me to acc her run. ya so we only ran 2 rounds and stopped. after tt the teacher talked to us for like 10 mins saying tt we got attitude problems. i agree we are at fault but its bcos of some absolutely acceptable reasons which i dun wanna mention here tt we only run 2 rounds. nvm. i'll do by very best on friday.
today is full of lessons. no time to have a good meal so i din eat. came home n im super hungry. after sch they went bowling which i din join bcos ytd just went pool. cos we ahemhem chinese. ahh i duno i feel tt im playing too much but in fact i din. sat they ask me go kbox. i've already went like 5 times this yr. but i love to sing n i dont mind gg. the problem is i got piano lesson tt day n i need to practice. feeling tt my mum is very strict towards me nowadays n i dont really dare to offend her cos im in no right position. but imagine my life with only sch hw n piano. i think i cant really survive.
to tt someone again. im not sure wat all this things u do means. n im afraid to give u a wrong idea.

hAppY bIRthdaY SALLY!!
to someone:pls dont get too close to me. it will only create distance.

i cant retake CA la >.< the teacher says they had already sent in the names to register for A levels. which i dont think so la. crap.
oooo ya we got a new classmate this week. viknesh. the one n only indian in our class. he is a big n friendly guy. talks craps too. haha. being collecting class funds the whole fo this week. some ppl was like im the loanshark y keep collecting. its not my fault rite. i also need to pay. wat is this. and nex week need to collect again for GP. i will be hated again. anyone interested to take over the job?
ytd went to nus to watch angela zhang shao han concert. she is pretty!! her voice is power! her live is superb!! only sang 5 songs tho. and the place was lousier than i expected, nus cultural centre sounds good rite? but its a the courtyard. crowded and warm.

im seriously thinking of doing sth very crazy. take back chinese A. duno y suddenly got such feeling. maybe its bcos i have no confidence in all the other subjects. i feel tt i lost my confidence to studying cos there isnt any subject tt i seems to be very good in. perhaps chinese is my strong area and i shall continue doing it. duno haven decided. but im considering seriously.
yes i have been watching e mo zai shen bian these 2 days. he jun xiang is super shuai!!!! hoho how come taiwan got soooooooooo many shuai n cool guys..i wan go taiwan!

i did it! i finally did sth last nite. eh but there's no reply. hope its not treated as some fwd email. =\
today is the 2nd last day of holidays le. went to kbox again. then pool. then went for piano. then went shopping with mum. bought new pair of shoes again!! and its pink again!! ahah.
i duno wat to say la. pending for ur reply.

holidays!!
had GP common test the first day of holiday. i think its a sure fail for me. the LT5 was so damn warm la..who got mood to do GP. after tt came home watched 18 sui then prepared to go J8 meet sy. haha then duno wat i do also took damn long to prepare in the end decided to take cab. which is 11 bucks. hoho. eat n shop shop then took a long way walking up to mediacorps. ya go to watch campus superstar with sy n von. helen last min was unable to make it. gerldine n adriano's performance was disappointing la. but i still voted for them..and they got in!!
today have 3 hours of maths lecture!! almost died there. no aircon plus the long hours. but not bad la finished 2 chaps. mr leow damn fast la. after tt went to kbox with von n xl! hoho was fun we practised to talentimes basically. i love kbox. there's a song sang by cai chun jia which is the chinese version of yuki no hana!!! ahah then i sang the jap version. they said it shows tt my ahem towards him is strong la. aiya but he also duno rite. i feel tt he sensed sth cos he seems to be trying to avoid eye contact with me. or maybe is i think too much. actually i seriously think i shld just stop myself from all this since i dun wanne take the initiative. he also cant feel anyth..cos i haven even tried la. boring game it is. might as well think about how to study more efficiently. haven been studying la. so many maths hw this holiday lor.
hoho i went running alone at the garden below my house today. it was..i duno how to say.. just run lor..then look at the people n senery around. not bad la. listening to nice songs. i shall run again tml. haha.

boring sunday.
went to NUS open house with sinda qingyi abalone and chivi. super weird combination! before gg i already felt boring as many says so. then after we reach there. it was really nothing exciting. realised tt the only 2 faculty i can go is engineering n business. duno if other uni got more choices. but but but they sounds boring to me. recently news says tt NTU business students gets higher starting pay this yr. when they only study for 3 years..one yr less then NUS. so..my previous aim of getting into Nus business disturbed. my mum is also right that we shldnt go open house so early..nex yr will need to go again n decide. so all in all..i seem like have wasted my time today.
GP COMMON TEST TML! my weakest subject for now. my tca1 only got 5.5! compre leh..aiyo.i got no idea how to study for tml. maybe just read those thick skills packs ba. for now. still need to do GP module hw cos i not gg tml. hoho.

today met a boy on bus. weird. i was shock when someone suddenly sit beside me when there's so many empty space..then he tried to talk..but he cant. then he showed me a card written his name n everything..saying tt he cant speak n if he asks pls guide him home. hmm..i din really understand wat he wants at first..then i told him tt 198 does reaches clementi since the add written clementi. then he very automatically took the other side of my earpiece which im not using cos i need to talk to him. ahhh then his hands r shaking la. ok then he alight 198 together n boarded 143 with me! i din go upperdeck to avoid him la..them after a few stops he came down!! happily asked for my earpiece. ok out of kindness i lend him..cos of his physical state. then he still ask me to wear it for him lor..ok wat an experience on bus.
hmm in sch nth much happened. had 3 hrs of break b4 maths. we went to sing in the LT again. hmm..

long time din blog.
cant really rmb wat happened all these days. whether im happy or sad i also forgot. think everyday its like a routine already..go sch try to be attentive..then decide wat to do in the afternoon. today came home n watched 18 sui de tian kong again. the scene where the give lan fei lin farewell party is so touching! they r so bonded la tho always have disputes.
we got back econs n maths tests. wow for econs only 4 passed! and maths our class average is 7++/20. isnt that..amazing? seriously..i think our class shld really try to work together to improve. the standard is atrocious. me myself the one of the slackers of cos. but my result still ok la. not tt bad. A lvl year need to work hard. everyone also know how to say. but who is really doing it in the class. i think less then 5 ba. i wonder when will i really get moving.
[hmm..he is sick..serious wor..2 days nv go sch le..n there's 2 more to go..means i'll only see him after holidays..hmph. cant he just realise it asap? or i wasnt obvious at all. or im not at all attractive to him. i hope its not the last. aahhh..i like to try to achieve sth tt seems difficult to get rather then get something tt is already there prepared for me. weird not? anw..i miss you la..]