its been a really long time since i last blog..

recently someone reminded me that i still have a blog, so here i am..updating.

well, i usually only update it when i am not happy. thats true for this time as well.

it is the new year..so why am i unhappy? i guess simply because there is nth for me to feel happy about.

on the side note..i hope that no one is reading my blog already now..i dont actually want anyone to see this post..just wanna write out how i feel abt certain things and people..

YOU. i feel that u are being irresponsible these days..esp when it comes to delaying things that u are supposed to do. i dont like it. many times u are insensitive with u words to me and the fact that guys are prone to be insensitive is not a good excuse. and dont really feel like talking to u sometimes.. but its not possible because this will make things complicated.

YOU. why is it always that i am listening to ur sorrows and happiness but u are not doing the same to me? i feel that things have changed ever since someone else came into ur life. now i feel that u are not the one i will turn to when i need someone.

YOU. i know i shall feel happy for u about ur recent good news but i just dont feel that way deep inside me. i am being greedy and all but it cant be helped. but nonetheless good luck.

YOU. i am always irritated by whatever u do, i will appreciate if u dont talk to me but thats impossible as well. i hate it that u always make my love angry. i dont like whatever jokes that u think is funny seriously.

YOU. i always feel very happy hanging out with you but i dont like the way u are being secretive with certain things. dont say things half way and leave it hanging there.

YOU. i miss your presence much. very much.

YOU. its really freaky to know that u are my top male follower on facebook. we havent been talking ever since the day before i am attached and its more than 2 years and u are stalking me on facebook? freaks me out.

YOU. i wish that u are in singapore.

2011 resolution:
- get into a better company with better pay
- pass my CFA level 1
- make more new friends
- tolerate people around me more
- better control my emotions and only present the cheerful side of me
- try to get a new life!

I dont wanna be sentimental over the old things over and over again. why cant things be forgotten easily? although memories are worth to be remembered and treasured..but that makes me unhappy sometimes. even happy memories may become unhappy when u are reminded of it again.

on the happy note, wish all my friends have a great year ahead and maybe our friendship get better and better! loves!