as you grow older, ur responsibilities just keeps incresing...at this age, i start to realise that its no longer just study hard and get good results..its far beyond that.
im overwhelmed by them.

contagious. a song by avril lavigne.
yes, some ppl are just so contagious that you cant get them out of you're mind.
does this mean that they are so impt to you?
will your life change without this someone?
i guess i have some feeling of that.
daphne said the difference of losing someone impt is only one less person to care for and one less person who cares abt you. which may be significant or not, but all other things are the same.

it is always said that true love is when u want nothing in return of the love u put in. but i think thats so not true. its a two way thing, and u'll just feel miserable not getting anything in return.

ppl appear busy or offline or away on msn bcoz they simply dont feel like talking or avoiding smth. yes im talking about myself. and im very sure there's a whole lot of people out there doing the same thing. but if some people still make the effort to talk while busy or away, means they really care :) or even msg u when u are appearing offline.

this is a rather random post. i guess im just emotionally unstable recently.

25 days to be back in singapore! i seriously hope that time can fly by for me to go back asap. but on the other hand, im hoping time will crawl coz exams in 9 days! and i just only started man...im just greedy.
went to this japanese festival last sunday with wong n daffy, its disappointing. the events are ok, but the food! omg so disapoointing, after that we thought we are going to have very nice crepes, but the ichiban crepes in boxhill sucks. and its more disppointing when wong dont feel like eating hotpot and only feels like going home.
had a random drinking night on wed,chatted until 11, then our "nicest" housemate david came to specially remind us that its already 11 and we shld be quite. he is just so irritating! then every morning 8am u starting walking ard like an elephant and jolly well wake me up still dare to ask me shut up at night. irritating! but however, we shifted to wong's room to continue to fun! ahah took alot of hilarious peekchures!

























the funny ones are taken using Mac. haha.

yesterday, we continued the cultural dinner thing, supposed to be vietnamese food, but it turned out to be very nice claypot rice!
this OX sauce on fish claypot rice is delicious! yummmm~~ but its not mine :(

oh ya today i received this email from ANU, pre-departure briefing. im so tempted to accept the offer! but there's no time....ahhhhhh
anyways~ back to my management text~ =[[[[[[[[

oh its been more than a month since the last update!what have i been up to? well..nothing much, thats why no updates right. basically been hanging out much with my housemates wong and daphne, they are malaysians. from duno since when every saturday night we will be eating dinner outside..so far, we had hong kong, japanese, korean and thai food. so whats next? we havent decided.one friday night went clubbing with them and many other berwick people..like wilson bla bla bla..thats wong, me and duno who..ahhh face so red thats me n daffy..the 2 drunkards that cant even walk properly.this is presentation day my outfit. anyway the presentation sucked. i did the whole documents myself, thats alright i dint complain since its not that hard. then, i sent to my groupmate ask her save and she saved the wrong one! im totally angry coz its maluating as we only realised DURING the presentation. some ppl are not just only dumb u know.doing assignments make me frustrated. there's just some ppl who will keep calling me to ask this n that. its ok if they ask constructive questions and i will be happy to help. and we were doing this MYOB accounting thing using this software, and ppl just coming asking me how to enter the data! oh come on, is it the first day u r using a comp or what? cant u figure out urselves? that few ppl just wasted so much of my time. thinking that i have 3 major assignments due that week, but i still have to help, if not in the end still have to send them my copy of the assignment. whatever. im not saying im that great here but some ppl are just irritating.and finally finally finally, after today, as in now, all assignments are completed! whee~!

this month...hmm..oh i've also watched 2 movies! Step Up 2 with bao and Iron Man with wong. both is considered ok only. as compared to similar movies, Step Up 1 and The Transformers were a better choice.

Autumn is here! every street here is so beautiful now~my ultra big blister!
nerding day~

当寂寞变成习惯时，人会变得更快乐吗？或只对周遭的人和事感到麻木罢了。。
有时候觉得很憋气，为什么总是我一个人对某些事情在关心，而某人有可以无动于衷。我不开心或生气的时候，某人也从来不知道。
难道在某人心里我就是那种需要的时候会在身边，不需要的时候就可以漠不关心的人吗？
这两天心情很糟，觉得周围没有一丁点好的事情在发生。。
在这世上我虽然无比的渺小，但为什么觉得再对我来说很重要的人心里，我的位置也是那么的渺小。。
要等到什么时候才能遇见会珍惜我，疼爱我的人呢？未来，虽然开来不是很明朗，但我期待，期待那个命中注定的人。。如果真的有的话，请你快点出现吧！
我已经厌倦这种必须要独立，坚强，忍受孤独的日子了。。

*wishes*2 cuties beside my pillow..accompanies me to slp every night..loves them :)