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Saturday, March 31, 2007,

THIS IS IDIOTIC. they say the competition is postponed AGAIN to may 6th cos one of the judges is hospitalised. WTH.

9:05 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007,











if love is not meant to be kept forever, let go of it, let it slip away like sand in ur hands..


yesterday was the very unorganised class outing to sentosa. but in the end 14 people turned up, with is quite amazing. 5 girls[abalone, zx, helen, qingyi, me] and 9 guys[CG, sinda, chin kuan, luxin, chih leong, faizal, zul, nabil, syafiq].


we were supposed to me at 9am at je according to my sms, but the night before me n sinda decided to me at 915. hoho since everyone will be late. we only left je at around 940. on the way, i was caught up with this stomach ache trouble, no choice but have to alight at commonwealth and headed to the washroom. it seemed so far, i thought i was going to faint while walking down the stairs coz my ears blocked and legs getting soft. ok then while i was inside the cubicle, the cleaner keeps on nagging to ask me come out she need to wash the toilet. like hello i said sorry, cant she understand that if i can go out i surely will? i only felt better when i reached outram park.


well we buy things at vivo until 11 plus then headed to sentosa, finally. the guys say tanjong beach is less crowded, so we headed there directly. its really at the very far far end of sentosa. usually everyone will go palawan or siloso. ok we played volley ball for awhile, UNO for awhile, then heart attacked, i was made to KISS the TREE! -.- at first the forfeits the thought of was more embarrasing, then i tot kissing the tree is the easiest. poor me. after that most of us went to the sea and play, only left with zx n sya at the shade playing games. basically my sun burnt is still burning now, more painful than yesterday, redder too. last night i cant even slp at a right position coz of my burnt shoulder. hai.. after sentosa some left and the rest went to this restaurant called the MUSSEL GUY. honestly, only the soup was nice. no wonder no one Q's there.


today i spent much time making sushi and delivering sushi. and bought sun yan zi's new NI GUANG(against the light) album.









9:32 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007,

ok people. im going to the next shining star semifinals on the 1st of april. april fools day. isnt this ridiculous? not abt the april fools part, but the amount of time they've dragged since the audition? this company really cannot be trusted. especially the producer. many evil stories of him. his famous line is"i can make you, i can crush you." means once u signed a contract under him, u need to obey to him no matter wat. if not he will crush u. and from then on, if he likes u ur future is bright, coz he is an influencial person in EMI. if he dont like u, u'll be crushed.
ok this semifinals, i'll go. since EMI wanted him to organise this competition to look for a female singer, i'll go n see if all those are real. the darkness is terrifying.
its never easy to persue a dream. haiz.

8:59 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007,

only heard of tom and jerry? taadaa!! BEN & JERRY! haha. duno is i outdated or wat..but today is the first time i saw and ate ben&jerry's ice cream. its nice!!

hahaa and today is the first day i noticed Pull and Bear and i bought a top from there. at first when i heard i tot it was POOH and BEAR. lol.

and IKEA's food menu never changes..tho its still very nice..especially the salmon meal!


8:15 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007,

how come even though i never eat anything for a day i also have no urge to eat those delicous sushis infront of me. i did the thing i loved most today-singing, but im not even in the right mood.

6:14 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007,

went to recruit express today since i sent around 10 job applications only 2 called back. on the way there, there's a very cute baby on mrt..haha so i took a few shots of her. i think its a her la.
recruit express people quite friendly..my consultant is alicia..sinda intro one..she keep asking me got any questions for her..then i really dont have any ar..plus there's things on my mind during that time. so the whole interview was over in 5 mins. super fast. hope she's able to get a job for me.
then went to watch 300. the movie quite sensored, no wonder M18. but quite nice la. at least much better than Happy N'ever After.
as time goes by, memories will fade off..today is just a new beginning. realisation of the day is people dont always react according to wat u think they will even though u know them very well. maybe they just wanna hide their feelings infront of you, for ego or pride, or just that is i think too much, im just as tiny as a dust in the universe, except my parents, i dont mean anything to any other people whom i treat imptly. during the silence, im lost.

11:19 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007,

wenta watch Happily N'ever After this morning. all i have to say is, its somewat cinderella. if u have crave for disney show then go watch bah. the whole theatre is filled with parents wif their kids and we are the only 3 fine teenagers there. haha.
after that slacked in Kpool while waiting for time to pass. went to mahjong. good thing is today i won at least $1 unlike all the other usual times. after that went to eat this very cheap and nice fish and chips at clementi. the fries is special the amount they give is more than sufficient and the fish is very delicious! ZX, next time we go eat k? haha.
anw, i think im in love with this kind of out-of-job life. im so free now. wahaha!! just that bank account only got output no input la.
finished watching HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHIHE(hua yang shao nian shao nv) last night. the ending is super lame la!! just like the whole storyline. lucky wu zun shuai ar..worth my time watching it.

10:48 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007,

shopping! even tho my feet was super painful coz i wore a shoe that i dint wear for ages..but its still a fun day!

anw, its the 3 of us again coz helen got sth on urgently. so we ended up in bugis first! zx got her shoes a bugis street very fast and we left coz the place is super warm and many shops not open. got many nice tops la but that kind of environment we also lazy to try la.

then zx cut her hair and i cut my fringe at REDS. its obviously not cheap..but the end product turned out kawaii!! i mean zx's new hair. taadaa..!! then we went to far east and ate this very delicious fried Mars bar. hehe. and bought a top from Forever 21 once again!!

9:33 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007,

open house made my feet go numb. so painful after walking for the whole day.
basically i think open house not much help la..take brochures only lor..thats our most impt task according to sinda. but the first trip to smu is eye opening la..the sch compound really dont look like sch..there's so many shops around..just like a shopping centre. haha. overall today i only know that socialogy is not suitable for me thats all.
after dinner, shiying and chivi went off then the 3 of us went bowling. suddenly like there's no one to call out to play le. haha. talking abt shiying, not that i only know her today la..but she's really very chatty sia..nice girl to talk to.=)

anw, i just thought of something. since i got so many dvds at home plus with my mum's fren, we can rent dvds online! 50cents a day for a dvds with 10 episodes sounds attractive isnt it? haha. yea so i shall try it one fine day. hehe.

looking forward to shopping with the girls on monday!!

11:32 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007,

today went for this interview at careerhub. obviously, its an agency. i left house at 1010 when the interview is at 1130 and im still late!! i thought 51 was the right bus la then i took 143 and transfer 51. in the end i not only waiting 20mins for the stupid 51 and realised that 143 is the right bus when i reached! i half way alighted and took bus de lor. and the taxi uncle happily thought that i duno english coz i forgot that the place is called Singapore Chinese Chamber of Commerce in eng. damn taxi driver. still speak eng in those slang~ la, pretend that he pro.
ok so basically the job is to work in a Call Centre. (either singtel. starhub or M1 customer service la) wah the agency person say until very tough, everyday muz continuously pick up calls, and since im will be working in billing department, those customers will be very fierce and frustrated since its dealing with money and i will get scolded, then need to solve everything on my own and on the spot. but the pay really good la, they'll also provide u with free internet n hp services and can take cab home everyday! but 9 mths contract leh...think i'll die if i really get the job.

7:24 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007,

my com only can use for like 2 hours each day and it will auto shut down. poor thing right. then today it totally cant start up. but it revived after ONE kick! amazing hor? haha.

anw, last time after watching drama then i still not sleepy then walked around in my room..many past memories flashed past. this is the point of time everyone will be wondering about their future. wherever we go, its hard for us to be together like before again. in life, people have to come n leave. no one stays forever. seriouly, no matter how we had misunderstandings or cold wars last time. i think at this point of time no one puts it at heart.


to the girls: we all know our group have the most problems and each time we are still able to solve them isnt it? so let us learn to forgive and forget and only remember the happy times we had together. von, although u r so faraway from us, u know we still miss u! =)

i'll always remember, the girls of 05S31. even after many many years.




3:02 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007,

ok this is the 3rd time i tried to update since i came back. everytime there's sth wrong either with blogger or my com. boo. so i decided not to upload any pics!

well its been a few days since i came back from china.
i was in shanghai altogether for a few hours and i only took the Maglev train and went to Dong Fang Ming Zhu. thats all. the train, operated by magnet is world's fastest! travels at 431km/h. cool eh? chinese new year in china is a rather different experience. after all i dint go back during cny since i came to sg. the noise level of fire works and bian pao is amazing. and its throughout the day. the next morning u go out the whole ground is filled with rubbish. i pity those cleaners. and the amount of ang bao money they give also amazes me. the least i receive is 500rmb. which is $100. like wow! in sg the most i receive is $50 la not including parents one.
most of the times i play with my cousins and acc my grandfather play mahjong..haha. one of my sis..she's juzt too pretty. and her hair..long like xiao long nu. love her lots! juz bought an adidas shoe and sent back for her bday. i very good bah. hehe. this time round go back i feel that my bonds with my relatives stronger than b4 le..cos im finally grown up!
my Harbin trip. we went there by car basically and 4 of us children was stucked at the back seats of the car for 6 hours. my shoulders damn pain sia coz 2 of my younger cousins each grab one of my arm n sleep. -.- they of cos comfortable la since my arm so flabby. we went ice skiing!! it was super fun although i keep falling down. i very scared when the speed increase while coming downwards ar then i squat down..then fell le lor. haha. first time mah..next time will be better de! and we went to see bing deng also. i think its called the 8th international snow festival. althought everyone keep saying that this years' not very nice cos temp not low enuf ice melt la..but to us..its still so heavenly pretty. =) my feet went numb cos of the coldness they still say its not cold enuf!>!
lastly, i bought a thick stack of dvds! mostly dramas tho..can supply for 2 years liao.

ok now serious. today is results day. and as expected i dont do well for all major exams. but this time round more serious. after much thought, i know i cant get into NUS for sure and NTU also very low chance, i feel like working for 1 year first then get into some private U. overseas or wat, with my one year savings, at least my parents will be able to afford by then. tian wu jue ren zhi lu, doesnt mean i cant get into nus i got no bright future right? but of cos..im still very guilty..i make my parents disappointed..they only have me. like bao's spider story, look at the positive side! maybe NTU might accept me? haha.

to dear: yea we dont talk on phones and i also dont really know wat u r thinking abt..but so wat? we are still best frens! haha. anyway, with ur result u can go to a not bad course in U, y not consider? yes not like without a degree u cant be successful, but with a degree it makes ur future more stable isnt it? dont u wanna change the situation of ur family? i think if u really give up U its a pity leh..there's so many people out there who needs ur result but cant get. im one of them. so dont waste this chance.

1:19 AM