back from yunnan trip this morning 2am. not gonna elaborate much.it will take days. anw wanna thanx all those involved in the trip..it was wonderful n memorable. yvonne huisi n chiaxuan..love u all :) many many things happened which make this the unforgetable week in my life.those few hours we had with the students in baishuitai SiZhong..its really gonna be one of the most treasured moments in my life..also saw very different sides of teachers when they are in school..i hoped tt i learnt to appreciate my life from now on..ppl around me..and work hard! please! i've been telling myself to work hard since years ago n i duno when im really gonna work hard. anw, JJ totally rox.
received an email from the student i interacted with in Kun Ming 3rd secondary school..it was just one of them..im sure those students in SiZhong wont ever forget us. tho i might not rmb them..but i'll nv forget this trip..
felt so lost today tt i have nothing to do..sth make my afternoon damn miserable. i hope its not tt bad as i think. haiz..........

is changes good? duno. last nite heard alot also learnt alot. most ppl around me might have changed its just tt im not aware of it. cuz i din change. changes is for maturity, means im not matured yet. i always thought that i've grown up throught out this years. but last nite i realised i have not. so, i need to grown up. yup. now i only know how to enjoy life. wont be sad for more than a day. i thought meetin gup with frens and enjoy is the best thing that i can do. but i've nv try to persue my dreams. this is equally impt. u'll will think alot when u see different sides of ur frend. actually u dont know her tt well as u thought.

ytd. 9/11/05. wed.
went to sch early in the morning for pw. i was late but still the first to reach. haha. CL n chinkuan PON! so in the end we nv rehearse..only chivi changed some of the slides. other groups all members present lor..after tt went to eat seoul garden! haha many funny things happened. they were acting one scene out for many times..eh forgot for wat liao..and we realised tt luxin dangerous sia..everytime he put food into the soup or sth zx have to move away. lols. if not sure get splashed my the oil de. hmm cant rmb much..anw after tt qy joined us..nv go bowl cos no $$ so we went baozi hse..nth to do there also..i mean i nth to do la..not they all..530 liddat i changed then went for work le..
at work..not bad la im not tt tired after all..lester din work so means i know noone there. my partner is candice..quite nice..then also know quite alot of ppl ytd. eh..the pour drink guy jason..the funny guy alvin..n the small guy wilson..still got la cant rmb their names..they all treat me damn good ah help me carry plates n jars..make me seems like doing nth lor..wah lao. k after work..i got $28! n jason was like he got work i sure get 28 de..he got 50 lor! cos his job different mah.. then he joked wane gimme 10 bucks exchange my hp no. then the others was like 'u give him nv give me.' dot dot dot. of cos i nv give anyone la..budden still..now everyone know my no. liao..they go see the name list tt we signed lor! cheat. then its like im on the overhead bridge liao..they shout my no. out from below for me to hear. diaoz. lucky im not gonna work long term.

went to work last nite came home v late..wah lao the auntie there darn irritating lor..dun wan elaborate..spent whole afternoon walking arnd buying working clothes..in the end spent $59.90 lor..basically all from this fashion..haha..super tired the job..but at least need to earn back the $59.90 den can quit..haha. wed gg work again..
today went for op rehearsal den got blackout..n i nv prepare script..haha. was damn tired this morning den got headache..for a moment i tot im gonna have fever..after tt better le den went to eat with those guys lor..cos take same bus..after tt zx joined us..basically wasted my afternoon..but ok i photo hunt was fun..sun wei was like..wah $1 can play so long ah. diaoz. bao n huaian went iceskate..zx din wan den i also nv go in lor..ok now also v tired..got pw conference later! wah super 'interesting".

FRIDAY
after i reach home from genting..did my PW script cos the nex morning got rehearsal at CL hse. wah den nex morning i was late..haha..only wake up when chivi called me..took cab down..wah den they nv do anyth lor..nv write script also..wasted my $ taking cab. basically the whole day i did nothing regarding pw. haha. slacked till 12+ den started playing mahjong :p tt CL damn noisy lor..keep tsk-ing me. cos i smsing den nv notice its my turn..tsk-ed for like more than 1000 times ah. ate pizza for lunch. darn slack ah. haha. went suntec to meet sy at 5+ for hits awards. when i reach already many ppl prepared for the red carpet. wah tooked 100+ pics ytd..stef was chio lor..and she won 4 out of 7 awards named. WOW! she rox. the FIR xian chang not very good sia..faye was out of tune. fish was good..and she's really become more pretty after these years..and JJ! he rox too..did many interesting performances..haha and we were cheering like mad when stef comes out..but still nv lose my voice la..the 2 person infront of us keep looking back..think they cant stand us la..haha..
actually it was quite pathetic la not many da pai go..zhou hua jian,twins,stef,JJ,FIR,energy,tanya,mayday,fish..wah when energy's image is shown on the screen rite..the scream is like super loud lor..so many energy fanz. cos ytd was shu wei's bday ma..they also got 2 awards not bad.

SATURDAY
wake up at 11+ today..slacked..played piano for 2 mins? lols. den went to get jay's album..went to sch pay $$ for yunnan trip..den went to watch stef at imm...autograph..den went for piano lesson. wah she was late for 1 hr plus lor..da pai leh...anw it was sad tt my cam no batt and i got no time to wait for autogragh. haiz. but she was chio today. wore green..with red hair..can imagine? haha. sang 3 songs..and she's got a concert at indoor stadium on 14th JAN!!!! omg i wan go!
im going to work tml..actually planned to get the uniform today de..den after piano came home lazy go out..sorry la ps..haha. tml den go. almost lost the job cos the call from tt auntie was diverted to my hse den my mum picked up. anw im gonna try..if really cant make it den don work lor...
*[imu]*

back from genting!!
overall its fun la but there's some little moments tt is bored.
first day reached at about 130. during the bus trip rite..sth funny happened..baozi was trying to reach for sth from the back of the bus den he leen over until cant go back..den almost fall with his head on the ground. haha. the pose was damn funny.went to our rooms put things den went to eat. the servings were quite small but its nice la. after tt took long time to decide wat we shld do tt day. in the end decided to play at the indoor theme park for tt day. all those things were quite stupid actually. except bumper car. we played for many times. btw the queueing part was super boring. there was this fairy wheel when we were acting like its very interesting when its not. haha. then there's also this roller coaster which is not challenging at all. but ok la still fun. some crazy ppl started shouting when its moving in a straight line lor. retarded. after dinner we went arcade. earned around 900 points with near 100 ringgits.woah. spent most credits on the crazy spin thing. luxin got jackpot wor. haha.
second day by the time i was awakened by them it was already 930. den got ready in 15 mins went to first world cafe for breakfirst.not nice. after tt went to outdoor theme park. hmm spent alot of time queueing to play..the super man thing was fun! trilling. they both were darn weak lor..go for few rides cant tahan liao. wane rest. me the strongest haha. it rained when queueing for roller coaster half way. sian. went back to hotel slacked till dinner time. played speed. haha its really an exciting game man. hmm..after dinner sth happened..not mentioning..anw me and baozi went to exchange a super 'fun' malay traditonal game with those points..tickets...then we went to drink/eat red bean n green bean soup. haha. cos the stall there got chiobu. lols. den 11+ went to play bumper car again! den went to walk walk..'catch' clouds. haha. in the rain. the weather was damn nice there la..after tt went back to room..parents not back so went to their room played speed again. haha. [their room was super messy btw.]
nex morning..last day..wake up real early to see sunrise..but..there's no sunrise in genting..only see the sky getting brighter but no sun :( 2 idiots spent their whole morning walking to n fro escalators and sufferring in the cold wind n fog lor..but ok la..we only lack a little slp from the others.went back took a short nap in their room..den went for breakfast. BK. not nice de. waited for the rock climbing place to open until 1030. den we paid for 2 hrs. we lousy sia all stucked at the convex part of the wall. after 1 hr give up liao..really no strength sia..but its fun! i love rock climbing =] after tt is the trip back..nv do anyth.

wah went to interview the other day at a model agency..the interviewer was a transex! omg. damn erxin. need pay for portfolio de..i dun work le..for another one keep calling me sia..so far lor i dont wan go interview..irritating lor keep calling..ask me go interview ask him need portfolio not also dun wan ans me. ...