let me talk abt the past 1 week.
had 1 econs n 1 maths test.
which both might be a gone case.
late for sch on 2 days.
ponned dance on wed just to chat at mac.
came home for dinner everyday!
was super angry with sth..

it had been a long time since he initiate a chat with me.
i duno wat he is thinking.
i also duno wat i shld do.
at this point of time..all our concentration shld be on studies.
but seems like nth can get my full attention.
i love the instance he smiles at me.
listened to yes933 yin yue ri ji last nite.
it tells me tt all i need is the courage to speak.
if it fails then just let it be.
and u wont regret anything.
so..i really duno if i shld..really just do it..

i also had some new thoughts n feelings recently.
there's some kind of jealousy n inferior feeling.
i duno y u will get a high percentage of my attention.
i also duno if i really like the times being together..
im happy but at the same time i feel i shldnt be there.
this is contradicting.

sometimes walking on the street alone listening to mp3 is also a kind of enjoyment. i dont really like my life now for some reasons..but i shld just live with it.

THIS IS MY 100TH ENTRY! hohoho..
sat 18/2/06
today is a day at home with the computer n my dear piano which i only touch once a week. yes my exam is either in july or sep n i only aims to pass.i dun like to practice piano. however love the sound of it. i only loves it when i know how to play the songs once i see the score. lols. but maybe only mozart can do it perfectly.
after piano, went to see cds. JJ's album looks so attractive. kelly's also not bad. but only 10 songs+some vouchers. still considering.
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FRIDAY!
jj annual road run day.
was almost late again in the morning.
it was quite cool with few hundreds of ppl running together.
caught up with many guys
cos obviously they were strolling.
was lazy to run.
walked half the distance.haha.
our class 3 person got top 100. not bad.
after some rest.
its mass dance!
was depressed la got 9 girls come tt day then the other 8 partnered each other.
i was left alone.
then things happens.
lazy to describe.
i ended up dancing with him.
hmm... =]
then was some cheers and the day ended.
it was all fun cos it feels like orientation.
love it.
dismissal!
we decided the day b4 to go out so brought home clothes.
hmm..in the end me zx sinda bao luxin went IMM to eat.
they we arguing abt the numbers of foodcourts there.
haha i really din know there's a kopitiam there la.
me n zx ate XXL chicken n drank sweettalk.
the chicken sux tt day.
went to kpool.
von weijian n sunwei joined us some time later.
after tt headed to qy hse for steamboat!
it seems like a class outing where most ppl turned up.
guys:cg cl sd lx sw wj sy
girls: py qy xl cv hl yv me zx cm
qy's family rox la.
her mum prepared almost 100 trays of food for us man.
then the supply of coke was like unlimited.
it was fun n crappy during steamboat la.
after tt we played mahjong.
sang karaoke.
cards.
her hse got everything we need man.
stayed until 10 plus cos we got 2nd serving. haha.
cool day.

ytd was vday. i made cookies! haha its a bit softened cos i made it on sunday nite. but still its nice =] everyone enjoyed eating n said the wrapping was nice..thx! received present from alvin. thank you brother! we also exchanged pressies..me n zx got each others. hmm..tho was unhappy ytd bcuz of somethings..but nvm..maybe i will still try again..
went of with some of the class ppl to eat dinner since we are all not attached. haha tho xl also came la. after tt some went home. von me zx bao cl sinda went chevrons bowling. heez. emm..to someone..all u need is time n persistence k..jia you =]
today. haha din go sch. maybe is to escape from reality bah. some things i really duno how to face. its nice being at home alone. feel relaxed. watched 18 sui de tian kong. wonder how come their sch life can be so exciting. the show also teach us wat we shld be doing when its the A level yr. so many chio bus in the show. tho im not interested. haha. but the teacher is very shuai! if i ever have such handsome teachers ah..think i wont ever pon sch de.

wow!
today was super high at k box!! tho was irritated by the counter person IC tt she din tell us we cld get a student price..but none the less it was fun! ahhhhhhhhh n the guy saw us dancing! totally ashamed man how did he see that??? really got cameras??? omg. we were all super high while singing lian ai-ing! nice song sia push the atmosphere to the peek! we had a nice time von n helen=]
haha im slacking slacking and slacking. failed my maths test the 2nd time in jc life. cool. complex numbers are really too complexed le. have plenty of hw to do n today we just went to kbox!lol. getting a life man..
ok somebody's blog talked abt us sia. think we're supposed to be the one more pleased not to see u. n get a life is so difficult to spell leh. thx for teaching us that=]

went to ms toh's hse today to bai nian. haha. the 5 of us met for breakfast n 4 was late. played scrabble then with zx von n bao. the other group was playing monopoly. anw it was not v fun at her hse but still happy la. banana win around $7 playing mahjong n many were bu shuang. aha.
went to qy hse at 230. we sing karaoke others play poker. the whole place was full of activities. ms toh sang ting hai. n woo her singing was not bad sia! but qy is still the pro one la. last time the super judges really duno how to judge lor. k then we lao yu sheng. wow i think its the second time i lao n first time i eat. ehh the abalone not bad la. after tt m e n helen rushed down going to alvin's hse. then knowing tt many had gone n its late we decided not to go. sorry ah bro!! went back to qy hse played our all time fav game bridge n sing a few songs. i gtg at 5 for piano then they started mahjong. ahhhh then after piano i went back! haha. played mahjong n helped cl win back lor. pro me. hahahaha. then everyone din wanna eat so i decided to come home too. so its 2 nites without dinner. shld go weigh later. aha.
aiyo then just now my cousins were bugging me to go birdpark with them. any sensible teenager will choose not to go rite. hope i din disappoint them much. really gonna work on my vectors later.

today had pc till 5. ran 2.4 n did some push n sit ups. had gp module before that. wah the teacher was super 'great'! nex week shld consider 'going' man. anw before pc i hear sth tt made my jaws drop for 5 secs. a banana said that we dont like her bcos we're jealous!! wow! ya lor im super jealous tt she know how to do an extraordinary action tt all of us dont. im also jealous that she can be alone everywhere she goes. wow! i feel like diaoing her whenever i look at her lo. then some of them says they dont even bother to look at her. lols. im jealous tt she can be so ke lian. haha at home online..as in now..helen zx n me all put the jealousy nick n the jealousy joke is still going on!