AHHHHHHHH i cut my hair!!! its damn weird. and my mum says until its like the ugliest hairstyle in the world. =\ whenever i look into the mirror i'll get a shock. really looks dumb. hope it grows longer asap!!!! and its so thiny weeny when i tie up. and its shorter by so many inches!! at first i tot its quite nice. after my mum's description of it i feel tt i cant step out of the house tml. =\ my 30 bucks....
but anw. today is the last day of sch. have no feeling of hols at all.

just got back from dance. today last practice!! haha was super duper slack. we ate pizza for lunch! and crapped our way through. not much practice. re-dancing the teachers day jazz was funny n fun! anw all the dancers failed p&c test. highest is 5 then got 4.5 4 and 3. i think i'll get 3.5 then. haha. we learned ballroom dance and international dance. its cool. next time wont diu lian at dance parties. hoho.
hmm..hope i din do the wrong thing..dont ignore me..
ponned maths lecture today with helen n zx. basically i only attended 1 of the 3 lectures after mr leow left us with the lord of the rings. cant get any word he said into my mind. i hope everything will be alright soon =]

the davinci code.
finally i watched the long waited movie.
the beginning was..horrifying i shld say. cos of the silas torturing himself. the scene was terrible. no wonder its a NC16 show.
middle part when teabing was telling the story of prior of sion was sure boring. i almost fall aslp. but it became exciting again towards the end. basically its exactly the same as the book. but for ppl who din read the book before, i think its hard for them to appreciate the movie.
anw robert langdon din appear as i pictured. din expect him have tt little amt of hair. lols. sophie was about the same as wat i pictured. and silas too.

piano was sucky today. was quite pissed off by my teacher. so wandered around in je after tt.
ytd was talentimes! the boring thing was we have to reach sch by one. met dancers for lunch at jp at 1130. ate macs. the pepper chicken meal. its damn alot la. while coming out from jp, somebody punched my shoulder and until now i still duno who. headed to sch. the bus only came at 120 la. then was quite boring at the backstage at the nanyang audi. but its the first time we got chance to use a dressing up room! its cool after all. was super busy when making up. ppl borrow this n that from me. gotta help them make up. but its fun being busy. the performance was not very good. many mistakes. but i dont think the audiences can spot them. haha. voted for sally but she still lost. 2nd runner-up. hoho. but i think her dressings is the best! =] walked with the class the sy's house there then took cab to boonlay. yup the day ended.

okie. i haven start on my maths yet. just saw colin and kero's blog. its all so normal except tt they r gays. they do thing like zi-lian-ing, taking neos, meeting up everyday, holding hands, kissing. its just like all normal couples. its abit uneasy when u see their neos. but y cant they do so when they can fall in love in 2 days? so i guess we should try to accept homos. =]

things are not in the way i thought. and yes. its affecting my mood very much. i may demand alot. inside. but to a certain extent. i think i do not have the right to have such demands. thats y its never spoken out. i need to put myself in others shoes to think of what others will do if such feelings strike them. will have a conclusion soon.
going to study for maths test now.

din go sch today. had diarrhea. it din last very long tho. but no point gg sch cos today is a short day. was tempted to do alot alot of hw. haha but i saw a series of jap drama i downloaded..and i started watching! hoho in the end only did a few maths qns. hmm sunday.[mother's day!] i prepared dinner for my family! it turn out nice. tho i made the kitchen very dirty. and the chicken leg was disgusting when its fresh. when u cut its bones the blood is still fresh!! hehe but but but its a romantic dinner! with the pretty pretty $16.90 candle =] saturday. girls outing!! to celebrate zx's bday actually. but i think we din really celebrate for her. just go out together only. cos our presents were not ready. anw. met at JEC and went K lunch! had fun =] after tt took neos at the machine in jec with unlimited time to deco! its cool.


after tt went to causeway watch movie. MI3. cool movie after all. i seldom watch this kinda action movie but MI3 is really exciting. i ponned piano in the end. haha. still bluffed my mum tt im already on the way to piano. =P

din blog since the day i did it. i duno wats my real feeling le. as in, i cant express my real feeling. duno la. life is still going normal. happy. but every nite before i slp everything will just flow into my mind.
now the lyrics in yi ran shi peng you really come true in my life le.
anw today is vesak day holiday. long week end. tml we r going out to celebrate zx's bday!!!!! yay! shld be a fun day =]
supposed to do many many hw today. but i only did 2 qns on analogue electronics n parts of qns on tut 28. boo. then now they r mah-jong-ing outside.

hmm. did a brave thing today man. got the ans le. but not gonna elaborate much. cos its a vague n unpleasant ans. over all. im only a little disappointed. its also more towards =
so went to watch movie after sch. to lot 1. watched 'when the stranger calls'. ehhh wat should i say. got many many suspension then few scary things happen. make me keep wanting to cover my eyes. haha. then the phone call is really irritating. and half of the movie is the main actress alone acting. entertaining herself. haha. but still not bad la. after tt went to cdans. wanted to play laser quest. and again its occupied. boo. then no choice but had to play bowling. ahhhhhhhhhh i got over 100 finally today! first time! my score is 111 =] hahhaha. but 2nd n 3rd game we say loser treat drink then i keep losing leh. like the ball refuses to go straight. so in the end. i have to treat them! tml bah =]

sat. voting day. no implications to me tho.
woke up at 11+++ in the morning once again despite me saying im gonna wake up early the nite b4. haha. then i slack slack slack until 230 before i touch my piano. everytime practice the same exam pieces is realy a super boring thing to do. so i side-tracked after half an hour. played some nice songs i like =] bought a nice pencil at popular after piano and headed to mum's fren's house for dinner. nice foods there. but quite boring. played with small kids.
haha broke our sms time record yea? =] im not touched. just happy. =]

this morning, 100% of my body parts dont feel like getting up. dragged for like 10mins after my mum called me to wake up. hoho met the shuai shuai hwachong guy on bus. met him ytd on the way home too! he is really the nicest looking guy i've seen so far la. but too bad he is still young. haha.
sch was ok. after sch was great! i went to detention. first time. sitting down there do hw. went in GO at 105. then the office auntie ask me go eat! wow she damn nice la. then no one acc me eat so i sit with the guys until 130. went in then the aunti very kindly asked "chi bao le ma?" wow then i told her no one acc me eat i nv eat. then she was damn concerned n worried tt im hungry la. super nice. she the one everytime collect buspass wont record name de lor. did my AQ then went to hand in. haha after tt went to canteen..acc helen to wait for bus..then met those guys again after cutting their hair..then i totally chatted until 3. hoho n detention is over!!! so fun rite =]
after tt went for dance. it was ok today. very slack. but the instructor is really getting lamer.

such a bad day today. let me list the miserable events ok!
1. went down damn early to go sch but bus was late.
2. no seats for phy lec. minor event tho.
3. made to dance alone in the centre of the room with all other dancers watching me. cos i pon too many times then he bu shuang. then say i so many movements unsure. then did this curel thing to me. i cant even find a place to dig a hole to hide!!! embarressment almost buried me!! im weak..tears basically flow out from nowhere..
4. when i just got over with the above incident by a little.. the stupid indian bus driver scolded me for not tapping my card fast enough!! like wth. i WILL be more racist..sorry but i will.
5. received a curse+death threat sms from jinhong.

wat a day rite. but i love my mummy. she made me so happy after i got home =] not forgetting the one who made me smile during the bus journey home =]

labour day holiday =]
but there r like all the things on earth for me to do!!
first i did tca 4 in the morning..actually noon. then did until 1pm i went to watch tv. all the way until 5 i think..haha then came in to my room to do phy test. its makes me feel like puking. super ultra damn extremely difficult. open book also no use. i duno how to do many qns.
i still haven study econs!! haven do DRV tut!! haven complete tca n phy test!!!!! ahhhhhh!!! i dun like sch!!!
but anw. saw yanzi on tv today. the labour day concert last nite. she's so pretty =]