belated MERRY XMAS n early HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
went to exchange xmas pressie with zx n von ytd..they all so nice sia!! i love those presents!! thanx! after that went to town to shop. ate hans. :)
oh ya..i rebonded my hair the other day. haven wash since then. haha. hmm a bit flat. but much much neater.
hmm today slacked. omg tml got physics tuition!! n im supposed to read up on circular motion and gravitation. haiya if the tutor not good then dun wan liao. i dun like tuition!! hmph.
happy things are...im gg to the mt faber count down!! and STEFANIE SUN YANZI CONCERT 2006.!!!! so damn happy. altho its not the seat that i wanted..but tis ok cos im gg with someone who likes her too! not someone who goes for the sake of gg. yeah. both events im going with my dear friend sy!

xmas eve.
storming afternoon.
memories flew back.
i wish i cld get some news from u.
saying tt u r fine.
rmbing the promise last xmas.
realised one yr had gone by.
rmbing the time tt we're together in the rain.
realised tt memories r fading with time.
i'd always sing the song..
zhi xiang he ni qu lin yi chang wen yu..
when it rains.
haha.

this is gonna be a lonely xmas.
but its also time for my family to be romantically together.
haha.
candle light dinner tonite.

been in love with the song ENDLESS STORY recently.
memories of our time together..
i'm missing you..
really..

thinking back..
tt r/p with u
had made me unable to cfm my feelings for anyone anymore.
i've lost my courage.
cos of the heartbreakings i've given u.
which i dun wan it to happen agn.
i dare not show my feelings.
cos i cant be sure.
might have lost many chances oredi.
but its better this way.
cos no one is hurt.
the one tt i miss..will nv know tt i've ever missed him.
:)

yay today went shopping with zx!! its was damn bad at first cos we got no cash!! budden its fun shopping ahah. bought 2 shirts n a bag.
met cl n bao for movie. n zx wanted to kill me. ha. n we made them wait damn long b4 gg to meet them. haha sorry!

im very very very very very very very very very very very sad!!!!!!!!! awwwwwwwwwwww hmph!! i dont like the sch anymore!!
H A I Z.

just came back from town. went out with sy simin n sally. the 4 of us haven went out together since i think sec 3. lols. long time.
anw morning din go for dance cos need to go mediacorp news centre to collect present. haha sy used my name to submit an entry and i won! its weilian's present la. anw had a chat with kelly! she's super skinny now. and took pics with JY too.
went to meet simin at PS. watched perhaps love. its a nice shwo with nice songs. just tt the storyline quite messy. walked around. saw a v nice sneakers! haha might be buying. met sally at cine for dinner.
this is my day. hmm. gonna finish my davinci code tonite. i've dragged too long. hahaz.

back from class chalet.
k let me talk abt it. it was supposed to be a class chalet but only 15 ppl went on the first day.but its ok cos quite fun..bbq and everything. walked along east coast to some jetty n tell ghost stories. the track was quite dark then we 3 girls walked in the centre with 9 guys around us. haha. went back then played mahjong until nex morning. sinda was at firx the loser. then become the winner after he changed place with cl. haha.
the second day.
we were supposed to go ubin at 11. then cos some ppl were slow so we girls went arcade first after tt they came too. then played until 12+ 1 liddat. its late la then we also duno should go ubin not. went back to the bungalow and no one wants to go ubin liao. duno wats wrong with those guys. k so in the end FIVE ppl went to ubin. me von cl cg sinda. had a fun time there. the most spotting ppl in class is sinda n cl liao. i really felt like going home when i know everyone else had gone. its like no fun at all lor with those few ppl left. but since ms toh is coming at nite, if there's only those 4 guys here she'll be damn disappointed. so stay lor. and i nv bring anything to change lor. cos was rushing to reach on time after dance on monday.
k then those ppl left shafiq alone in the chalet after eating all cup noodles and left him hungry till we went back with food at 9! bastards. its the first time i use this word but i think they deserves it. since they wane go then dun eat la. go out and eat. and all those who said will stay for 2 nites all last minute home sick huh. and all those who were so enthu abt ubin all last minute forgot how to cycle huh. idiotic.
but anw we went nite cycling after ms toh came. to changi village and the old changi hospital. the airport road was damn long lor. with all our butt smashed. super painful. haha we saw many 'girls' there at the carpark waiting. headed towards the OCH but rained halfway. so we waited at the busstop the played sparkles. those ppl at the opp busstop was stunned. haha. anw the whole road towards the hospital was eerie. tho we nv see anyth. the road was dark. very dark. according to shafiq'a experience u cant even see ur fingers there. on the way back. we stopped at changi beach to play sparkles agn. they all saw metero rain!!!! but i din. omg and shooting stars. not only one k. but i nv see any. damn sad. not fated ba. ms toh was super high and counting the number of shooting stars she saw. the road back was long once again. but its very cool la with few vehicles like the road belongs to us. if only my butt wasnt pain its gonna to be very fun. was very tired after tt but we decided to go to the jetty to see stars. and ms oh started to continue counting the number of shooting stars she see. and i finally saw one! but very short one. we played sparkles and throw into the sea. hehe.
went back to the bungalow and bathed. the 3 girls[me von ms toh] chatted until duno wat time then slp. :) reached home at 1+ then slp!!

sunday.
went to caiyun's hse with sally. all ppl there are youngsters having different thoughts from us. they got great dreams and is going towards it. listened to some sharing and had nice time talking to them. but should i really go into it too? we see the opportunity and the money. but can i make it? belief in myself is not enuf. i need the amt of capability which i seriously think i dont have. feeling only motivated at tt moment. came back talked to mum abt it and saw many flaws in tt business. at this point of my life should i really think abt all those? or should i just wait for when im really ready to do it? hmm.

[i feel the distant between us. but i duno wats wrong. enlighten me pls]

haha today work up at 11!! then hurry bath n change clothes cos meeting von n huisi at town at 1. went down at 12 and im still late for 30mins all bcos of the stupid jam at pasir panjang rd. YAY! we wore our ADIDAS pinky shirt! went to swensens then the manager was like 'woah the adidas girls'. haha...eat n talked until 3+ then went cine to take neos.. while walking to cine along road..wah we were so attractive man! so many stares. nv see ppl wear same clother b4 huh! wah lao eh. anw we took super nice neos! with our nice shirt..haha.
after tt met alvin in cine. von was like eh tt one is JJ's teacher! then i'm like tt is alvin. haha brother u look old sia :P yup went to watch chicken little then ate yoshi. and tt poor guy nv eat yoshi b4! haha but thx for ur treat la!
after tt went to bugis to meet sally n hui for the talk. i duno even know wats the talk abt man. but it was a nice one la. motivation. keep an open mind. dont ever be contented with wat u r doing..sitting in the office earning a high stable income is not really enuf. dare to dream everyone! youth is the best opportunity u can ever get. so start to persue ur dream when u r young. cos u have everything u need. time n more time. and most imptly ur brain. hehe but only tt u r short of $$. k so today i din waste my time going out. took nice pics with sally n hui too! yay!

yay just went shopping! bought a green top..it totally suits my white skirt! and a orangy shorts..hmm..beri beri nice! and trimph bra..lolz. yay i love shopping! gotta buy a bag n slipper nex time i go shop.
today realised tt i've wasted $$ on those piano exam books..can borrow from isaac! and its exactly the same lor..those books r super super ex..and very very thin.hmm..
holiday good but im missing sch times a teeny weeny bit!

aww..miss yunnan trip man...all those fun n exciting days..duno when can experience that again..all pll there are nice ppl man..since when did i become so friendly? lolz. but anwz, gg out with von n huisi nex week. yay! and chalet is coming :) xmas! omg. hehe. k nex week MUST study liao. at least do hw. catch up with my phy n econs? hmmss...
so damn bored this few days!! got things to do la..like hw..but just duno how to start..maybe din wane start at all. oh ya..piano...almost forgot..gotta take exam liao.
[was unhappy ytd. cos of disappointment. anw its ok now. i shld learn to accept things tt turn out the way i din expect it to be.]