just went for a lunch appointment which lasted for 4 hrs...lucky got quite a few same age de ppl as me...if not. anw we played zhong ji mi ma with super erxin forfeits. haha. i kana 5 times!!!
ok got alot fo things to do. lets start!

today did cip. hmm...alot of things happen. misunderstandings btw classmates and everything. in the end everyone not very happy. aiya. its too long a story.
anw the happy thing is that had fun talking lor...while waiting for dinner in fei cui. zx's expressions was just too funny. haha and luxin's pen was kelian to be turned by baozi. keep dropping on the floor! lousy ah...:P
hope everything can be solved soon :D

few days nv blog le. find blogging quite sianz recently.
somethings is getting more serious le. think need to find a solution to it. but not easy.
sometimes things just dun turn out the way we hope it would be. and some ppl just dont behave how they should be. everyone have an unknown side even though u might think u understand them very well, and u wont ever know about their unknown side unless they show it to u.
few weeks ago someone told me something and i think its true. i've proven it. the person whom u think u need them to be by ur side normally dun turn out to be the one u really hope that will never leave u.haha. it difficult to understand sia. i oso duno wat exactly im talking abt.

went to west mall today to see the superstars. kelly is damn chio! weilian..not many supporters tho. it was raining so heavily but the crowd din go away.. me n sy were squeezing in btw ppl trying to get infront but...haha. not successful. so i decided to buy cd den we Q for autograph. quite a fast one. and again. kelly is super chio!!
den we went westmall walk walk. came out intended to go home but saw the other 8 superstars on stage! derrick is soooooooooooo cute! he is omg. the unlucky thing is my cam no batt. haf to wait for sy to sen dme those pics. boo.
anw most ppl there is to see only. alot of uncles n aunties. there were 2 uncles standing behind me at 2 diff times obviously. den due to overcrowding...i feel them too near me. damn uncomfortable. one brave until put his hand on my shoulders! i was like ... den i diao-ed him and moved away. wateva la.
ok so i did econs n pw today. later gonna do maths. haha i oso finished reading lang de you huo 2!!!

hmm..today nv go sch in the morning. was sick. but not very serious tho. went for dance at 145. den talked with them in the canteen till 230. went up for dance. wah feel like fainting..like got fever. den came down sit awhile came home le. so wuliao lor.
again i nv study today. watched zhan shen. got 20/30 for phy mcq 26/80 for P2!!! wow. most ppl failed tho. it was bad. tho i nv go sch today but still know wat happened. haha. feel sad for u **. n i was sad over sth. wat does tt mean?!
anw. happy bday luxin!

today was super tired after dance! i felt like fainting while dancing half way..like whole body was soft. went to sch at 1120! haha cos din wane go de but so many ppl nv go den xiu xiu alone den phy lec...so many reasons for me to go la. but if today no dance i sure wont go.hehe. played badminton after lunch den dance..was sweating like hell. so damn sticky..ee!
ytd last day of common test ma so went out. watched charlie n the chocolate factory. wanted watch the maid went all the way to lido. den dun haf. so watch the maid lor. promised to watch with sy de. i everytime like tt. hope she wont feel sad. took like 1.5 hr to reach home. really leave too far from town. anw. the chocolate factory was really amazing!!! i wont mind watching again...hehe.
ok lets talk abt common test. ppl is thinking if can get exemption from promos. im thinking which can i pass. i think maybe maths? hmm..chi lit? at most la. phy was disastrous. study like not much use. finally understand how zx feels when she study so hard for maths and still fails it. i failed econs mcq. which most ppl did. so its still ok. lets see wat else i will fail:)

today no test.so slacked at home. din do any work.haha.soooooosooooo slack.listening to stefanie album now. long time nv listen to stef de song le. still as nice:D
there's a song which i think is very nice. maybe becos got feeling to me bah.

HOU LAI DE WO MEN======PIN GUAN
yue guo na tiao chang jie zai zhuan wan
na shi yi qian wo chang lai de di fang
shui hai chuan yan he gan qing de chuang
ni ti zhi xi wang dui mian shi yi pian hai yang
hou lai ting shuo ni yi zhi xiang ban
tai duo ji mo zai wu li yi zhi shao bu wan
zai bie ren mian qian wo men zong shi xian de da fang
shuo hai shi peng you huo xu zhi shi yi ge jia xiang

hou lai de wo men yi zhi dou yu bu shang
fang fu dou zai bi kai mou yi xie di fang
zai ren qun zhong dou zuo de te bie cong mang
pa yi bu xiao xin jiu ren chu dui fang

hou lai de wo men you bei shui er yu shang
ren tong xu jiu de shang zhong yu neng yuan liang
cai ming bai yan lei zhi shi yi zhong xing nang
er wo men dou shi bi ci xing fu de zhuan zhan

ye xu mou yi tian mou ge jie shang
wu yi zhong ca jian ren chu dui fang
wo men zhi xu zi ran
bu hui you ren kan chuan
pa yi bu xiao xin jiu hui ren chu dui fang

yups. its nice. :)

maths n econs..hmm...maths maybe can pass..econs oso maybe can pass...n thats all i wish for..really hope can pass maths..tho its not as easy as i think...econs mcq basically guessed every qn. maybe can get 5/20?!?! its already very good le...lolz.
after tt we argueing over where to go n eat....in the end decided to go clementi eat the super nice suan la mian..tho i din eat la. mi n zx ate beef noodle. its nice too!! today i think i really talk little sia..zx kept saying "ziwei, ni you hen jiu mei shuo hua le." haha. after tt went walk walk at ginza lor...i ate peach den they jealous after eating noodles went shop n save to buy peach .haha. but too bad its not fresh:P but we went to a fruit stall n i bought pineapple! nice n sooooooo sweet!
haha came home den played GB for very very long...hehe. really addicted liao. but it takes so long for me to upgrade one rank lor...:( den now no one can play with me cos i rank too low...baozi isaac huaian all duno wat rank liao la! sianzzz

changed new skin lol. its nice ba..'some day my prince will come..'
haha had ndp celebration in sch on 8/8..we were supposed to take part in tug-of-war but when they say they got 4 girls more..then all of us siam! haha. xiuling funny la she dun wan stand with guys den keep asking me n helen 'protect her' one infront one beside..lol so devoted sia. but in the end we nv participate in anything la. the most exciting part is the 20X200m for boys. we went down to cheer..RONo rox! tho bikila lost..but they rox too..hehe. after tt XL need to wait for him so me n von went kfc@jec. cos she wants to take 198 for some reasons^^
monday study abit..basically only did econs mcq. ytd oso. but did abit of maths too. today...haven do anything yet....start mugger now!

slacked at home again. not a step out. lol. did some maths qns. been wanting to read econs until now still haven start. lol. how ah so slack. ok shall read later. promise.
actually although i did nothing but today seems to pass quite fast leh. duno y. oh yar spent lots time playing piano. realised i got quite alot of scores liao. hehe. got the original version of canon in D. only can play till pg 3. how lousy. played gb too. first playing w/o sibaozi.haha. not v good tho.
now i think tt actually nothing had changed btw me n him. its all the same. except the fact tt we're more busy tts y...i feel that sth changed. but it hasnt:)
hmm today heard a song over the radio n the lyrics totally matches wif wat he shld be feeling at that point in life. but too bad i forgot wat song liao. shall i still finish doing the xstitch n sent it to him on 25 sep? if i dont give him den wasted all my effort doing it le. cos cant gif to other ppl mah.it was meant for him. somemore got the 3 words. wat to do?! he is trying to get out of my life totally by changing or not using everything tt i know about. is tt the case or sth really happen to him? i wonder...

today i slacked at home again other den going for piano lesson. planned to go esplanade de but in the end nv. was supposed to go 4s1 class outing cos ms azlin bday den no mood. haha. anw i oso duno how to go to newton circle. like so far. i only know jurong la.
read econs text n did mcq today. only studying i had. oh yar not to forget i did a few maths qns. watched shows. played gb. played canon in D many times.its nice :D
hmm..im still confused in wat im supposed to do n react to things...really confusing feelings la.

im quite happy that so many days of holidays are coming..haha.but its for common test la. already out of time n i still haven started.
ytd had napfa.my aim is just to get C for everything in order to get gold. haha n i make it la. tho onli 2 As but ok la. 2.4 after common test lor...so long. sian leh. den after napfa we went out haf dinner. zx din go cos she not feeling well..so she din know why all of a sudden we all sent gd nite sms to each other. haha. den this morning she was so lame tt she forward msgs infront of us to us. today basically nothing much lor. normal sch day. din do anything after sch. came home slp. haha. just watch tian guo de jia yi...its ok la not say v nice...zhan shen nicer! cos zai zai more shuai.haha.
tml got piano so siannnnn. but now still ok cos canon inD is too nice le. haha. i wonder ta zen me yang le.

been trying to do work this few days..but seems not very efficient..i get distracted very easily lor..haiz. n get slpy too early..cant wake up in the morning to study too. completed my econs essay ytd during maths lec..think its the best econs essay i've done bah..but... wanted to run this morning de..den onli wake up at 630! haha den nv run lor..was damn suay too..left my file on the 143 lor..den stepped into mud while running for bus. haiz! lucky got it back after sch at the je interchange. went lib do maths...everytime we go cant find space de lor...den nv do much too...duno how to do leh..maths..argh.
common test coming after 8 days lor...n tonite i still played gb. dotz rite. phy haven started studying..when most of the topics im not sure of. wat am i doing?! think too much lor. actually oso not alot la..just like dreaming everyday lor. if i fail my phy again...doom! touch wood :P
ok tml morning gg run n cant wake up late anymore! napfa coming on thu! n i scared cant get gold man. need to maintain my standard...so need to train. but now really like no stamina lehz.
anw i think i onli got tt feeling bcos not suitable to us not talking like last time..my bus cushion.haha. he say himself de. now...like drifting away le ba. rumors man tian fei abt me n him. which i think is impossible la...cos he dun seem like the kind of person who can be a bf.haha. good fren can le hor..sibaozi. nvm common test more impt...so i will try my very best to concentrate!