tml marks the end of term 3. not only that, this week, we had all of our last lectures in the 2 years. school life is ending. part of me cant wait for it to end. the other part of me cant bear for it to end. improtant moments of life.
today we took pictures!! haha. it was fun! and basketball was fun too! as always =] however the phy mock test pissed me off. i left half way coz its too demoralising already. dun wanna further demoralise myself there. came home and im online until now! wow. i still feels no sense of urgency. im seriously gonna flunk my prelims.

我的天空现已是乌云密布。this is it.
it is only right to keep quite when u want to be alone.
it is only right to be alone when you have nothing to share.
it is only right to smile when people around you are happy.
it is only right to pretend nothing is wrong while facing the person who let you down.
it is only right to keep a distance when things are not like before anymore.
it is only right to be strong when no one else can help you.
it is only right to tolerate in order to prevent confusion n arguments.
it is only right to close one eye for intorleratable things.
it is only right to go on and on after unwanted events took place.
but how come everything still seems wrong?
每次一想起以前的事情，虽然全都是开心地回忆，可是我真得很痛。我宁愿我们变成最熟悉的陌生人，也比掩饰来的好。我宁愿你消失在我面前，虽然会想念，但是至少伤心的回忆会少一点点。发身在我们身上的一切一切在我看来对你一点影响也没有。这不是我所希望的，也不是我能控制或改变的。我只知道到目前为止，我最在乎的还是只有你。

long time no update.
alright. to begin with. i found my wallet. its was in the mailbox on friday. all except money is there untouched.
nothing much happened all these days. play basketball with the class very often. almost everyday. our class gathering place in school is the bball court. haha. today just had a very wonderful game! hilarious. energy consuming. those guys were so so so funny!
hmm did sth that i think is very sincere on saturday morning. its the first time bah..i think.
ok thats about it for now.
will update soon.

such an unforgetable yesterday. i lost my wallet. although its not the first time. but every other times i found it back really soon. this time round. i couldnt.
its sports day yesterday. went to school had some fun time and also some boring times. oh zul huaian n shaf got run. and we din even know at first. zul is real good. like flying man. and congratulations to rono who got 2nd.=] after that decided to go to jp to watch movie. oh my god! we took 1 hour to get to jp from school! can u imagine? its just a suay day for us. watched pirates, hmm shld say is humorous n lame and abit long.. slpt for awhile during the show. one is the pirates with jelly fish beard is super disgusting la. after that went home. super tired. rested for half n hour liddat need to prepare to go out liao.
and yes. i lost my wallet. shld be on bus 79. i alight at opp german centre n realised i lost it after i crossed the road. with no money at all. all i can do is call for help and at the same time was to je interchange. which is like so far. the counter say nv receive any lost wallets and the bus driver..the same one driving just now say he din see any too. so there is 2 possibilities. 1. the malyas girls took it and din return. 2. the bus driver took it. panick panick panick. lucky i met a jj girl from s32. but she only got 55cents left. better then nothing at least can take bus. i din know wat to do. go home or wat. in the end i still went to class outing. for 5 mins. lol. sally accompanied me to report police. everyone thought that there's a police station at queenstown mrt there. but but but its closed!! sally lent me 20bucks and went to her meeting. im alone. nth i can do but call ppl to help me check location of police posts near there. in the end zx got the location for me. some ulu place tho. and again i waited for a longgggggggggg time for the bus to come. queens n tiong is only 5 mins away if u take mrt and i took almost an hour to reach! the bus goes in circles. went to the kim seng police post. difficult to find sia the place. thankyou for acc to the ulu police station. had a nice chat with the police uncle dint u? two lamers. in the end i still watched lake house. the storyline so so so fake la. only nice thing is the house. haha. and txy. u shld bring a sweater along wherever u go cos the people around u will sure be very cold de. be considerate.