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Saturday, January 01, 2011,

its been a really long time since i last blog..

recently someone reminded me that i still have a blog, so here i am..updating.

well, i usually only update it when i am not happy. thats true for this time as well.

it is the new year..so why am i unhappy? i guess simply because there is nth for me to feel happy about.

on the side note..i hope that no one is reading my blog already now..i dont actually want anyone to see this post..just wanna write out how i feel abt certain things and people..

YOU. i feel that u are being irresponsible these days..esp when it comes to delaying things that u are supposed to do. i dont like it. many times u are insensitive with u words to me and the fact that guys are prone to be insensitive is not a good excuse. and dont really feel like talking to u sometimes.. but its not possible because this will make things complicated.

YOU. why is it always that i am listening to ur sorrows and happiness but u are not doing the same to me? i feel that things have changed ever since someone else came into ur life. now i feel that u are not the one i will turn to when i need someone.

YOU. i know i shall feel happy for u about ur recent good news but i just dont feel that way deep inside me. i am being greedy and all but it cant be helped. but nonetheless good luck.

YOU. i am always irritated by whatever u do, i will appreciate if u dont talk to me but thats impossible as well. i hate it that u always make my love angry. i dont like whatever jokes that u think is funny seriously.

YOU. i always feel very happy hanging out with you but i dont like the way u are being secretive with certain things. dont say things half way and leave it hanging there.

YOU. i miss your presence much. very much.

YOU. its really freaky to know that u are my top male follower on facebook. we havent been talking ever since the day before i am attached and its more than 2 years and u are stalking me on facebook? freaks me out.

YOU. i wish that u are in singapore.

2011 resolution:
- get into a better company with better pay
- pass my CFA level 1
- make more new friends
- tolerate people around me more
- better control my emotions and only present the cheerful side of me
- try to get a new life!

I dont wanna be sentimental over the old things over and over again. why cant things be forgotten easily? although memories are worth to be remembered and treasured..but that makes me unhappy sometimes. even happy memories may become unhappy when u are reminded of it again.

on the happy note, wish all my friends have a great year ahead and maybe our friendship get better and better! loves!

7:27 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009,

我们本来好好的,为什么你一定要这样。。把它毁了

3:26 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009,

somethings will never be forgotten even after years..even though nth seems to have changed because of that something, but it will always be at the back of our mind, and when similar issues strikes us, it will once again float up from the bottom of our memories..and there comes the emo-ness.. its just like a scar, takes a long time to heal, and some never heals..
baby i totally understand ur feeling at that time.
hahaha i know no one knows what is that something i'm referring to here..

7:10 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009,

4 years
to think its for studies its not long
to think about the changes that may happen within the 4 years
scares me.

烦而不腻的话语
说不出口的感伤
到眼眶就停的泪
安静离去的背影
不希望失去你的消息。。

11:01 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009,

太迟了
我做不到
你就快不要我了

5:31 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009,

往往很多时候,都是生活中的小事,最不起眼的事,让我们更清楚的了解到一个人的本性,也能让我们反复思考事情的来龙去脉,而从中吸取一些对我们往后的生命有利的养分。

在这20岁的最后几天里,我希望这是自己任性,幼稚,自私,爱耍小姐脾气的最后几天,希望以后的我,真正成年的我,学会为他人着想。21岁时开始了解这世界的险恶的起点,同时也不能忘记要留意世界美好的一面。

宝贝要长大咯~!

1:22 PM

Saturday, June 06, 2009,

From the news.

"MELBOURNE is now the swine-flu capital of the world, with the H1N1 virus twice as prevalent in the Victorian population as it is in Mexico, where the pandemic began.

As Singaporean authorities yesterday advised travellers to avoid Melbourne where possible, federal Health Minister Nicola Roxon emphasised there were no domestic travel restrictions in place, despite swine flu breaching the containment protocols in the state.

According to the latest figures from the World Health Organisation, the US has 11,131 confirmed cases of swine flu, Mexico has 5029 and Australia has 705.

Since those figures were published, another 301 Australians have been confirmed to have the swine flu virus.

In total, Australia now has 1006 confirmed cases of H1N1, 874 of those being Victorians.

With the state's comparatively small population, this means swine flu occurs in about one in 9139 Victorians - more than double the one in 21,860 Mexicans with the virus and triple the one in 27,295 people with swine flu in the US.

The Singapore Government posted a health warning on its website advising residents to defer non-essential travel to Victoria. And it is warning Singaporeans returning from Victoria to be alert for any flu-like symptoms.

Victorian Premier John Brumby yesterday questioned Singapore's stance.

"I think it's an inappropriate decision," he said. "It's unfortunate they have singled out Victoria, because we are no different to the rest of Australia.

"The fact is we have been testing in a more vigorous way, and so it would appear the number of cases are higher."

A spokesman for the Victorian Department of Human Services said it was now logistically impossible for the state's infectious disease laboratories to test every Melburnian with flu-like symptoms for the H1N1 virus.

"There is a limit to how much contact tracing we can do," the spokesman added.

In the modified sustain phase that Victorian moved into this week, people will only be tested for the swine flu in special circumstances.

In most cases, Victorians with any form of influenza will be given anti-viral medication and advised to spend three days in quarantine. Their close family contacts will also be given anti-viral drugs.

The continued spike in swine-flu cases in Victoria comes as the state's laboratories work through the backlog of tests that built up in the latter stages of the state's failed containment phase.

Ms Roxon said yesterday the high number of confirmed cases of swine flu in Victoria was a credit to the state's rigorous testing procedures.

"One of the things we've got to remember is that we have one of the best systems in the world to be able to test this disease," shesaid.

"Now that is actually a compliment to Victoria's health system, and I don't think it should be turned on its head to indicate there is some other reason for its spread."

On advice from the National Health Protection Committee, other states and territories this week implemented voluntary quarantine measures for children returning from Victoria or greater Melbourne.

All states and territories require children returning from Melbourne to stay home from school for seven days, while Queensland and Tasmania have extended the quarantine measure to cover all of Victoria.

Ms Roxon yesterday warned it was inevitable other states would begin to see similar surges in the number of swine flu cases.

"Obviously we are going to be in a transition period for a number of days or weeks while we see this uneven distribution of the disease across the country," she said.

"We do, however, expect it will be advancing in all jurisdictions in a fairly short timeframe." "


5:47 PM