here i am in the library at 8.51pm. i guess i will be here until late for the next 30 days until my exam ends.

the main reason: dont feeling like talking or even take a glance at those 3 people at my house. they make me pissed off. but i cant do anything. yea, because of the internet, always the internet.

all i can say is, what u think of me is absolutely wrong. but since im determined to move out, i dont really care how u ppl think of me. just to clarify, i am not at fault at all.

and you, you are always trying to show that u did not wanna accuse me of anything, sweet talks, apologised, but now? u dint even try to tell me ur damn decision with THEM. alright.

another thing is, i realised something about myself that i've never thought of, its getting out of hand.

okay happy event! i just came back from goldcoast n brisbane! upload photos when i update this blog again!

this entry, im just venting my anger, because i pretend to be normal, pretend to feel nothing, but in fact i am not.