wenta catch a movie named EaGLES vs SHArK with sally last night. one of them shown in New Zealand Movie festival which is only avaliable at GV great world. sound nice huh? no absolutely not. all i can say is the film is LaME. the male lead is UglY. perhaps there's some literature stuffs inside that we dint understand.

hearing news of people getting letters each day makes me more depressed, losing more hope. of course people tells me that there's still chances and everything, but u know, there's many people waiting for that slim chance as well. i'll always sink into deep thoughts before i sleep every night, automatically, it lasts for at least an hour before i can fall aslp, and some are repeated each night. about people around me what they did what they say what happened to them and which affects me the most. yes im the type of person that is very easily influenced,by actions and words from those people that i care of course. i always wonder will i be able to make the right choice at a certain crucial moment in my life since im emotional. and now there's a WHY in my mind which i sort of know the answer but i dont want THAT to be my answer.