我努力的扬着脸孔..试着让眼泪不往下流..别往下流..
yes i received the nus rejection letter. i duno y but i just feel so discouraged..like y nowhere want me? the feeling is like being abandoned..the world is unfair..some people just have that luck and that fate that they dont need to worry abt this kind of things even if they dint get good results too..just like ck said, nationality really matters..but for my case, im sporean alr..so it shld not apply..sally says that i shld go n appeal for ntu..and maybe i can get in cos ppl do get a place in there after even 5 appeals..i hope monash reply me soon for my transfer request so me n my family can be more decided abt going to aus..there's not much time for me to wait..on another side..i cant bear to leave..my mummy..her eyes is watery even talking abt it..each time..and me..i see her cry..i will automatically cry as well...oh dear...if i know all this is going to happen...i will be so willing sacrificing more time for studies..its all my fault after all if not we wont have to go thru this so difficult decision..