let me talk abt the past 1 week.
had 1 econs n 1 maths test.
which both might be a gone case.
late for sch on 2 days.
ponned dance on wed just to chat at mac.
came home for dinner everyday!
was super angry with sth..

it had been a long time since he initiate a chat with me.
i duno wat he is thinking.
i also duno wat i shld do.
at this point of time..all our concentration shld be on studies.
but seems like nth can get my full attention.
i love the instance he smiles at me.
listened to yes933 yin yue ri ji last nite.
it tells me tt all i need is the courage to speak.
if it fails then just let it be.
and u wont regret anything.
so..i really duno if i shld..really just do it..

i also had some new thoughts n feelings recently.
there's some kind of jealousy n inferior feeling.
i duno y u will get a high percentage of my attention.
i also duno if i really like the times being together..
im happy but at the same time i feel i shldnt be there.
this is contradicting.

sometimes walking on the street alone listening to mp3 is also a kind of enjoyment. i dont really like my life now for some reasons..but i shld just live with it.